Soft Launch, Hard Feelings

It’s happening. The site is live. The book will be up for preorder soon. The merch is real. And I am—as always—barely holding it together.

The last few weeks have been a blur of anxiety, spreadsheets, and main character delusion. I kept refreshing pages that weren’t public yet, editing descriptions that no one could see, convinced that if I tweaked one more sentence, maybe the universe would finally let me rest. It didn’t. But somewhere between the panic and the perfectionism, I realized something: I’m building something that’s mine.